Accountability

This blog is to help find myself again. I think I’m spiraling. 

Things I know are facts that might have something to do with me spiraling. 

1. I’m 14 months postpartum.

2. I have ADHD. I was diagnosed at 12. I have been off my meds since the 2nd month of pregnancy. 

3. I have crippling anxiety. 

4. I care way too much about what others think. 

5. I’m not happy with myself, nor do I trust myself. 

6. I am my own worst enemy.

What I am going to do to change for the better?

1. Write out my thoughts daily. 

2. Start working out again.

3. Get with my doctor and get back on my meds. 

4. Stop worrying about the future and own the frrrreaking present. 

Like thing, I love the phase you can only control what you can control, however how am I supposed to do that when I can’t trust myself. More to come with where and how the lack of trust came about. 

Sincerely,

Me Myself and I