Just A Mom with Anxiety
My anxiety is really bad today. I woke up shaking. It’s been a really long time since that’s happened. I just don’t understand why I can’t feel normal. I will say that I think a large part of it, is the fact that when I leave in the morning, my son is screaming for me and I can’t hold him. I have to leave. I have to go to work. I know it’s for his own good as we need insurance and we need to have two incomes, I guess these are just the struggles of the average American woman right now. It just sucks every day. All I can focus on is how and what I can do to not have to work. How can we get insurance but without working you have to pay like three grand a month for insurance on top of everything that you pay for if you actually use it, right? I don’t know if I’ll ever figure it out, but I sure hope I do. I forget how young I am but I’m reminded every day of how fast life goes and how it can be taken in a moment notice, that’s another thing that gives me anxiety is knowing that I could die...